January 7, 2003

Birthday news: it turns

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Birthday news: it turns out that Nick and Sean are getting old
at exactly the same rate that the rest of us are, so it’s time to
celebrate. I propose playtesting my new games this week or weekend

As a humble pregame-show-style offering, I suggest that Sean and Nick
look at these desktop images and guess which ones remind
me of them. There are no prizes, because the answers are pretty

(Hi, Sean!)

January 6, 2003

While this group doesn’t

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While this group doesn’t contain the promised Ancient Mayan JPEGs,
it does contain something. Theoretically, if I were a
real wanker, I would stop here. But no, not today. My new year’s
resolution is not to waste everyone’s time, and perhaps make people
chuckle if I’m lucky, so here goes.

  • This
    comes from the safety pamphlet they give you on an Airbus
    A320. I’m no expert, but I think the message here is that lifejackets
    can be complicated when you’re stoned off your ass.

  • “Please Don’t Startle The

  • Apparently they’ve seen some desperately slow
    news days
    in Miami recently.

  • At some point you have to just admit to
    yourself that it might be a better idea to stay home.

In less ha-ha funny, but more
I’m-going-to-cry-myself-to-sleep-now funny, news this article, and this one are pretty distressing. It brings
shame to my face as a member of an ostensibly free society when a
complete lack of actual information can rapidly mutate into
wild allegations represented as fact. It’s no surprise, really,
that politicians lie and make stuff up – that’s pretty much a given,
as disgusting as it is. Even though we keep electing them, as a
society we seem to have pretty much given up on the whole idea
of political integrity; you’ll rarely see a politician breaking
a promise or lying anymore. Instead you’re likely to see them
“backing away from a commitment”, or trying to put the right spin
on something. We just don’t hold them to any kind of reasonable
standard. Gross, but there it is. What I want to know is when
did we collectively give up on the media, too?

“A shortage of official information, coupled with
pressure to produce scoops on the developing story, resulted in
heavy cross-pollination among the media.”

Dear God, that’s ugly. It reminds me of the last chapter of
C.S. Lewis’ “The Screwtape Letters”, the bit where good old Uncle
Screwtape describes how, absent the coveted fresh souls,
the hordes of Hell are forced to feed on each other. (“Do
remember you are there to fuddle him. From the way some of
you young fiends talk, anyone would suppose it was our job to
teach!”) So inevitably, we end up with scaremongering crap like this which a bit of judicious editing could reduce
from, in part, this:

“[…] The FBI released photographs of five men Sunday
in hopes they would be recognized. However, bureau spokesman Ed
Cogswell acknowledged the FBI is not certain the names and birth
dates released with the photos are correct, or that the men even
entered the country. Nonetheless, federal and local officials are
taking no chances. […]”

…down to this:

“Look out! Arabs!

So if you’ve ever wondered why public trust in both public officials and
the media are low and sinking fast, I’ve got just three words for you:

Look out. Arabs.


January 5, 2003

I’m actually on the

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I’m actually on the bus right now, 24 hours later, and I think
that I’ve managed to make everything right with the world. Phew.
It’s amazing what you can accomplish when you decide to stop being
an idiot.

I miss Shun.

January 4, 2003

I’m in the Kingston

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I’m in the Kingston bus station right now, getting ready to head back
to Ottawa, and the process of my doing so has made Arlene cry. I’ve
got to get my classes organized tomorrow, I’ve got just a ton
of crap that I need to get organized in Ottawa, including spending
some time with my visiting great-aunt, but I think I’ve just managed
to make Arlene feel like my Saturday-night ultimate team is more
important to she is. She dropped me off at the bus station in tears,
and boy, do I ever feel like an asshole right now.

Ok, forget this. I’m getting in a cab.

UPDATE – I’ll be fucked if I’m leaving this town with Arlene thinking
that throwing a piece of plastic around puts her at #2. I found her
at work, which is always a bit of a chore – not the “finding her”,
per se, but the “explaining to her co-workers that I’m not in need
of medical attention” bit, which always seems to evoke a call for
a psych consult. Nevertheless, after waiting until she was free
to feed her a flagrant lie about missing my bus which she promptly
failed to believe I have obtained the keys to her apartment,
which should keep me from freezing to death.

I’m back at the apartment now, and I have about four hours to
kill before she gets home. I’ve grabbed a bite to eat at Bubba’s,
a dive of a pizza joint just off Princess near the harbor, which
apparently has the best Poutine in Canada. I found that out just
after ordering the Bubba’s Special Sub, obviously. I can’t speak
for the rest of the menu of course, but the “special” in “Bubba’s
Special” is that special kind of special that we also use to
refer to retarded kids. However, while I’m hardly a connoiseur of
the genre, their poutine is goddamned good. I might humbly suggest,
however, that eating both a Bubba’s Special and a large
Poutine in quick succession might be a mistake, but I’m going to
blame that on the Special.

I’m going to favor you, in the intervening time, with the
random things that bubble to the top of my subconcious as I flip

  • Emeril and Bob Barker are audience-shopping at the same
    store. Those idiots will applaud anything. Emeril said
    “bam”! Yay!

  • The FDA has approved Prozac for kids. I say, let’s just cut to
    the chase – leg shackles and heroin, that’s the way to go. That’ll
    shut the bastards up.

  • SlamBall is stupid. “I know. We’ll take everything that makes
    basketball good, the jumping and the trash-talking and make it,
    like, twice as much, and we’ll take away everything that’s
    bad about it, like skill or athleticism or teamwork,
    all that hard stuff. We’ll keep the stern-looking coaches,
    though. It’ll rock!”

  • In poutine-related news, my arteries have hardened to the
    point that the surrounding musculature cannot seem to budge them,
    stop. Cannot move, stop. Send help, stop. Am aware that actual
    telegraphs did not have commas in them, you’re a pedant, stop. Body
    goes to science, stop. Brain considered unusable, stop.

  • I might live to see Super Bowl C. I probably won’t care then,

  • I’ve developed a theory about artists’ second albums – if the
    major hit from an artist’s second album is largely about how they’re
    “back”, “here to stay” or some other variation on the theme of
    return or longevity, you can be reasonably sure that person or
    group’s career is over, and that they have nothing of any real
    merit left to contribute.

January 3, 2003

As promised, here’s the

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As promised, here’s the overview of the Trip. Scans are not yet
available; the film is at the cleaners.

Mexico is a wonderful place to visit, and a week is just about the
right amount of time to be there, though being away from my friends,
my girlfriend and any net connection of any kind for that long was
threatening to induce DT shakes in the last few hours.

Let me tell you about it. I’ll endeavor to make this worth your
while; I know your time is precious, but this was six pretty intense
days, so this may take a while.

First off, the flight: we were on a Signature Tours package,
flying the ominously-named SkyService Airlines down to the Yucatan
Peninsula. Those of you who scanned over that “SkyService” and
“Signature” bits and said “Who?” or possibly “Hrm.” were entirely
right to do so – this was apparently one of the first few tours
they’ve launched out of Canada, and some of the kinks they’re still
working out include basic line management, the normally-binary
status of seat bookings, and pressing questions of what does or does
not constitute food. To their credit the flight out was the least
painful I’ve ever experienced, once we got past the ticket-handling
chair-moisteners and inept queue-wranglers at the front end; the
novelty of a flight departing and arriving on schedule, and better
still of discovering that your luggage did the same thing on the
same plane, hasn’t had many opportunities to wear off. I do almost
all my admittedly-rare flying around Christmas, so I still feel a
little frisson on those infrequent occasions the whole “air travel”
process works the way as advertised. It’s not like Christmas doesn’t
happen on a regular, predictable schedule, for crying out loud. But
if there’s somebody in the public-service side of SkyService
interested in improving their processes, I’ll give you a free hint
– you need to go the NAFTA route right away. Fire everyone in your
organization who doesn’t actually fly airplanes or hustle baggage,
and replace them with Mexicans. Every single one. The flight back
was atrocious, featuring an in-flight meal unfit for livestock and
a full twenty-four people, my family included, booked for a single
row of six seats.

If you want to know where you can find the right kind
of Mexicans you need look no further than the Yucatan tourist
industry, which as far as I can tell is run from the ground up by
people who are courteous, smart and frighteningly multilingual,
efficient far beyond mere competence and who work like hyperactive
Clydesdales. Lazy Mexicans, my white ass.

The actual edifice of the Iberostar Paraiso Del Mar is opulent
beyond rational thought. White marble floors, flamingoes, peacocks
and parrots flocking about the fountain, pillars and cavernous
domed lounges with plush furniture and hardwood trim, and that’s
in the first twenty meters of a complex that’s half a kilometer
long. There’s a pool, a long snaky thing with two wet-bars, two
whirlpools, a volleyball net and a waterfall (!) that runs about
two-thirds the length of the complex, stopping about a hundred meters
from the beach. It’s the kind of grandeur that you can confront
at first only with jaded sarcasm, because if you open your mouth
to say anything else, you’re going to jibber and gush like the
tourist you really are. Instead, you say things like “You know,
this place really isn’t decadent enough for me. I think it needs
more fountains, and maybe some more flamingoes, and swans. There’s
just not enough marble, here. And really, only six parrots in
the foyer? Come on. Where are the rest of the peacocks?”.

Ok, so I guess you come out sounding like a jibbering tourist either
way. It’s a really, really, really nice place, is all I’m saying.

It would be an easy thing to call me a hypocrite, at this point –
I’ve gone on about sincerity and authenticity a lot, and I stand by
what I’ve said, but one of the first things you’re likely to think
about a place like this is the very-obvious “this isn’t real”. And
really, you’d be right. The difference between a week of typical
Mexican life and a stay in Paraiso Del Mar, “Paradise By The Sea”
in English, is night and day, provided that we’re talking about a
day in a beach-side tropical resort and a night on the Moon. But
having said that, let me say these three words: I’m on vacation. I’m
aware that this isn’t reality, and I’ve got two points to make in
reply. First, I think that in order for something to be “fake”,
there must be something comparable already around which you can call
“real”. And second, I suspect that there are very few five-star
hotels that are formed, to borrow a phrase, by the natural erosion of wind
and rain. Assuming that you, like me, are not a drug lord or a
third-world despot, places like this just don’t exist outside the
tourist industry, and though my family agreed that if we came to
Mexico again that finding a small town and renting a house for a
month would be the way to go I have to admit that I had a hell of
a time.

It’s worth remembering that when you’re at an all inclusive resort,
and when los cervesas are included, that it is trivially easy to
consumados los cervesas in excesso. I’m lucky to be wandering around
in a body that is both robust and largely numb from prior abuse,
but I’ll tell you, if you’re going pick somewhere in Mexico to wake
up after a getting good and bent, you can do worse for yourself
than somewhere with a great buffet breakfast.

We visited Playa Del Carmen early in the week, and I really wouldn’t
recommend that to anyone not interested in tourist knicknackery
or hard-core narcotourism. A surprising amount of the silver
jewelry that I saw was stamped “Italy”, most of the shirts are the
same thing you can get at the local rock-shirt hangout with the
word “Mexico” stamped on the side and virtually all the “Mayan”
souvenirs, I later found out, look exactly nothing at all
like any part of the actual Mayan ruins. Too bad, really. On the
other hand, I was offered a lot of drugs. I wasn’t sure what it
was about my appearance that led people to pull me aside and
offer to sell me “marijuana, nose-candy, anything you want”,
but since somebody told my dad that he could sell him a hash
pipe two ways, empty or full, I figure it’s not just me. We did
spend an amusing evening working it out over drinks with a few
different-looking people, one straightlaced guy with the collared
shirt and the clean shave, one fellow with two pierced ears and a
sports jersey, myself as usual, a Mexican guy in a Hawaiian shirt,
etcetera; who got offered drugs? How many different kinds? It was
like playing Clue with the DEA
– I accuse the white guy with the goatee, in the rug shop, with
the earring! We eventually worked out that age was a minor factor,
but that there were very high correlations between unshavenness,
(tourist/tank-top/ultimate-T)-shirt-wearingness and overall
scruffy-white-guyness to getting-offered-drugsness. It took me all
of about three seconds to figure out that the way to make money off
of that deal two ways would be to sell the drugs and then tip off
the Federales about the gringo so both for the same of my health,
“drugs are bad”, and the sake of my health, “I don’t want to spend
Christmas in a Mexican prison”, I politely declined all offers.

All this really tells you is that the fratboy and
mass-produced-trinket-collector demographics apparently spend a
lot of time in Playa Del Carmen, and that they’ve basically ruined
it for the rest of us. It’s a heart-rendingly beautiful stretch of
white sand beach on the edge of a similarly beautiful countryside,
far and away too beautiful to deserve the Burger King, the McDonalds
and the Subway that are festering like infected track marks on the
main causeway.

One interesting Playa Del Carmen story, though, came from one of my
young twin cousins, who had seen many iguana toys that made many
noises when you squeezed them and who came across a large iguana
which she squeezed in a large-toy-iguana kind of a way. They
sit very still, you see. This iguana was clearly non-plussed by all
this poking and turned its head in a non-toy-like manner to get a
good look at its aggressor, which caused my young cousin to flip
thoroughly out. I think it’s good that she had this experience at
an early age, before she naively tries to hug a gila monster or a
komodo dragon or something.

The two most interesting places I saw were Toulum and Chechen Itza,
the two major Mayan-ruin sites in the area. A clear discussion of
this will have to involve my scanning the six rolls of film that I
burned in the last few days of my stay, because these places defy
description. The pyramid at Chechen Itza was awesome; it,
simply put, evokes awe. It occupies a large fraction of the horizon
even from half a kilometer away, and the difference in focal depth
between the base and the top makes it hard to look at directly. I
was there on a busy day, and watching all of the people climing the
stairs I felt a vaguely insect-like impulse to climb with them, as
though I were finally back at the hive. I climbed to the top of the
ninety-one steps (364 altogether, with a 365th at the top – Mayans
had very, very accurate calendars, woven into their architecture in
very interesting ways) each of which was about a foot high and less
than six inches wide, and not a banister in sight. Definitely not to
code, but it’s hard to overrule a priest-king, so what can you do?

One thing you can do when you get up there is see to the end
of the world. It’s the tallest structure, the tallest thing of any
kind visible in any direction. There is nothing between the top of
that pyramid and the horizon that offers any kind of competition,
as though someone had built the Eiffel Tower in the middle of
the tundra. Skyscrapers are big, but there’s always something
pretty big next to them; the stark, unvarnished hugeness of this
pyramid, though, comes free of any comparable context, five times
the size of the nearest anything and many, many times the size of
the nearest me.

If you, like me, are afraid of heights, you can also look down the
steps while you’re there, and then swallow and take a step back
so that you’re not going over the edge when your knees buckle. It
turns out there’s an ambulance on-site in case the gods decide they
would be pleased if some gringo did a header down a hundred feet
of granite staircase. I thought I was scared, and I was, standing
at ground level looking up. Coming down was a severe strain
on some underused parts of my adrenal system, though I did not use
my hands either way, which I still feel inordinately proud of.

A bit of international trivia for you – like most major religions,
the Mayans put down a fixed start date for the beginning of the
world. However, unlike most world religions, they also
fixed an end date. Mayans believed that time is circular,
or possibly a spiral, and the date at which the first (!) full
revolution of that spiral is going to come to a close is December
23, 2012. Apparently the place is going to be packed that night,
so book your tickets early.

There’s also a sports field at Chechen Itza that must have been
the SkyDome of its day – it’s a hundred and fifty meters long,
at least, and the stone hoops in the middle of either side are
about ten metres off the ground. Those aren’t big hoops, and if
I had fifty tries I don’t know if I’d be able to put a baseball
or a disc through that space; to make matters worse, the game was
apparently played with your feet and hips, not your hands. Though
I think that the old story of the losing team getting sacrificed
to the Gods is iffy, (That’s apparently an Aztec thing, not Mayan,
and single-elimination-career seems like an inefficient way to train
good players, even if the incentives are unmatched even by the most
generous of modern professional sports contracts) I can easily see
a lot of extremely tense games ending one-nil in triple-overtime to
the screams of thousands of unbelievably wound-up fans. Some people
like to argue that sports-fandom is a kind of religion now, but I
think that modern team loyalty must be a chirp in the background
noise compared to the old school – your football or soccer
team loses, you go back to your house, take some ribbing from your
friends and go back to your job the next day. With these guys,
lose and the priest-kings will be angry! The Gods will forsake you,
your crops will rot, your houses collapse and your children be
racked with illness for your failure to offer unto them the glory
of victory! Crap! Run harder, you bastards, run!

Scans, I promise, are indeed on the way. Six rolls I burned, and
the highlights of those six rolls I will provided to you in a flurry
of correctly-ordered ones and zeros. Soon!

January 2, 2003

Today, I’m going to

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Today, I’m going to Kingston. Arlene is in Kingston, and with luck
we might run into each other. Who knows? If that doesn’t work out,
I’m going to have to find somebody else to shower with gifts and
affection, so anybody who wants in on that should go to Kingston
and loiter or something.

Outstanding slag of the tournament, from Dave Milks: The story is
that I had a one-yard-wide lane in which to throw to a clearly-open
woman, cutting to the back corner of the endzone, but it’s crowded
and she’s getting there fast, so it’ll have to be a hard throw. I
lean into it, really rip it, and send it about ten feet over her
head and into the wall of the dome at about Mach two.

Dave mentioned afterwards that “I wasn’t sure who you were throwing that
to. I didn’t see anybody on the ceiling…”.

Thanks, Dave.

January 1, 2003

Too much to talk

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Too much to talk about, too quickly. I’ve come back from Mexico,
had a great time and got to see my family, an astonishingly opulent
resort and many acres of magnificent Mayan ruins. I didn’t take
my laptop at all, so the full account of that will have to wait;
it’ll take some writing-up. I burned six rolls of film, though,
so glorious scans are on the way.

I’ve spent New Years at Kat’s cottage, which partly involved
fun and mostly involved reading “The Snows Of The Kilimanjaro”
and remembering old pain, so I don’t think I want to do that
again. Though I am happy to say that I built one hell of a fire.

This afternoon, I played in and won the New Year’s Day
Ultimate Tournament held in the Dome, playing both Mehmet and
Geoff’s teams on the way to a gritty, hard-fought finals. We
went undefeated on the day. Woo!

My legs are going to seize up like set concrete tomorrow. And my
knees and back are planning something, I just know it.

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